Selintas Pikiran

I've not never known yet what kind of life I want. I desperate. I don't know what to do with my life. Too much pressure I create. I  attempt not to force everything happen in my life. Let it flows, it's my principle. Sometime, Koran I read apprise an answer. Almighty has said that He will give what the best for us. I try to believe but sometimes, I lack of faith. Perhaps, I less of grateful.

If I say "mother", What does appear on your mind? Beautiful face, patient person, yearn? If your mother is still alive, you are the luckiest person in the universe. I am always angry when I see person treats her mother badly? Scold her mum when they find difficulties like looking for their stuffs which they forget to put. In this situation, I am about to cry.. How could you yell your mother who had sacrificed her soul when you were born? Do you know what my biggest pretension? How simple it is for mostly people. I just want to make my mum smile in single day. Yet, I have never had that occasion. Fate doesn't allow me to actualize it. It is not  only me, mostly people experience what I do. I don't to blame the destiny, this is my fate and I must accept it though I want or not. However, I am feeling lucky and happy. I have been remembering my mother's  face and smile on my mind. She always places my heart. I aware that many people don't have any oppurtunity